And OKAY

Apr 09, 2008 17:15

Grand Canyon University gave me hope and I'm taking the NET test next week, but I'm pushed to spring instead of fall, and once again, it's the day after my ear specialist who is going to irratate my inner ear to force a vertigo attack so then they can scan and see what's going on, so I will just have to change the date once again, but I'm so worried that I won't have a ride because my dancing partner is looking for a job.

My third job, Starbucks, is impossible because I go to school when there is open interviews!!!! First job was Country Wide, but my five years of being a secretary, and taking a six years break makes me not qualified! Do they even read their applicants information on employee history, and IHOP won't be hiring till many months from now, and that won't do!

I dont' fit into the stupid box of nursing, the same reason that got me into basic reading class when I first got to college, and in the class, I was top of the class and the teacher said I was the best writter with the most intersting stories!!! And I don't think in nursing, I'll be looking over a patient's chart, and thinking, hmmm... I wonder what the inference to this person and main idea and especially the conclusion, since that's in the inference part of the chart, right? All I remember in reading in my first year at Dobson High School, was flirting with this guy and being yelled at by the teacher and getting bad grades! TADA!

Either way, I'm getting accomadations at Grand Canyon, like they did at the Maricopa school, by letting me be in a room alone, so I can focus on the test and talk outloud to help my brain work the questions out, because that's what I did when I was just two questions off from passing the NET!

I have some dimension of dyslexia, as I talked with my dad with how I struggle on reading, and minus not being able to spell, I sound like my dad, which makes sense why I have to work so much harder and why I'm always the last or second to last person to finish a test in school!

And I just have to do more and think/write less!!!

PRAY I PASS THE NET TEST AND BE GONE WITH NET BITTERNESS!!! HAHA!
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