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i'm so sick of work. it takes up all my time. my boss is so unsympathetic to the fact that some people go to school and even plan on going to college very very soon, and have homework and shit to do at home.
gahhhh
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i hate people. i promised i wouldnt let this bug me anymore..then shit comes up again..i closed her out of my life for a reason! and i'm so fuckin stupid for thinking things could be better, could go back to how they were. i miss having a best friend..i miss being someones priority. and i promised myself i wouldnt cry over this anymore. and i am. i hate it!!! i hate feeling vulnerable..i hate caring..but i do. shit.
gahhhh
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i hate people. i promised i wouldnt let this bug me anymore..then shit comes up again..i closed her out of my life for a reason! and i'm so fuckin stupid for thinking things could be better, could go back to how they were. i miss having a best friend..i miss being someones priority. and i promised myself i wouldnt cry over this anymore. and i am. i hate it!!! i hate feeling vulnerable..i hate caring..but i do. shit.