Jan 03, 2005 12:36
Christmas time has gone by in a flash, and new years is still upon us. This christmas was actually quite fun, Late breakfast, opening pressies, playing catch phrase, and watching films. New years night, well is just soo overated, i never enjoy it. This year i was just feeling soo tired, and hot and not bothered about it being new years, i just wanted to go home before midnight. I really wanted to be back in Bournemouth, not just that night, but in general. You don't get pervy men in clubs, and everyone there are students. But its just cos im sued to being in that social enviroment. It would have been better if izz had come out but she didn't want to cos of smackaroonies. And to tell you the truth i only spent a £10 cos i wasn't up for it.
I am meant to be moving my cousin soon, but dads not back yet, should be leaving about 2-ish. Im not even going to get on the subject of her, shes just so friggin thick! its unbelievable! i know mums just getting sooo ppeed off, she can't wait till she leaves.
Looking forward to moving back to Bernard, and seeing everyone, i haven't even seen izz these holidays, which is kinda stupiid seeing as we live about 15 mins away. Shes going to Norway with Sam this week, which is gonna be soo cool, I know she'll have a good time, they both will. It'll be soo cold, and romantic!
Seeing welly, should be fine too, there are the usual moans being experienced, but to be honest i can't be assed with it any more. Ellie and Will are a couple, whatever they do is up to them, yeah attime things piss me off but tis not my place to say anything, cos they're isn't actually anything wrong with it. Most of the time recently i go to my room and do my own thing so it doenst really bother me. Most things are pointed out by James, which is when i take notice other wise im not really bothered. I do enjoy tho the chats that the izz, james and i have in izz's room. They are quite funny. But its harmless. Kinda miss it actually. BUt on the more serious side, all we can do is ignore it, and get on with it.
The only thing that pisses me off is when we're all out having such a good night, and then shes starts crying or just gets in mood. And i know for a fact Will sees us kinda affected by it. Hes said to me on two occations suttley that we didn't have to leave just cos she was going or "they". Whichi is fair enough, but i normally do go, cos well i feel bad if shes feeling bad about whatver, even tho im slightly annoyed. But i don't have this forever grudge on her about it, i just get on with things. Thats all we can do.
Anyways we shall see how things go when i go back on sat.