all good things eventually turn ugly
so in a few days I will be moving to my new apartment...alone.....Thigns with Oscar took a turn for the worst so I believe after this week we will no longer be a couple...sad to say but I can't say that I didn't see it comming. With his jelousy it was inevitable. Last night I had a very high fever. I was lying in bed and couldn't move. HE was mad at me because I forgot what he was talking about when he mentioned to call for a car he was intreested in. His way of paying back is ignoring you.....it works. It hurts so bad when he does that..... I managed to get his attention by touching his shoulder. At this time I felt like my eyes where cooking in their sockets. He ulled up the covers up to my chin and then rolled over and just left me there....I know what I have to do...its just so hard