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last night I had a dream that I was back in high school.
I was at an onstage competition, but I knew that I was actually 20, I knew it wasn't real. It was me going back in time, but I wasn't allowed to tell anyone anything about the future.
And I saw Kevin and just stared at him, and I wanted to tell him that he would die next year. I wanted to tell him not to ever do drugs. And I didnt care about the rules. I just couldn't physically make words come out. I tried screaming but it was just silence. and he just kept staring at me. his face didnt change. So I just stared back at him. And then it was like he understood why I was staring at him and smiled at me and said that it would be ok.
i cried a lot this morning after that.
at least he's with his best friend.
I was at an onstage competition, but I knew that I was actually 20, I knew it wasn't real. It was me going back in time, but I wasn't allowed to tell anyone anything about the future.
And I saw Kevin and just stared at him, and I wanted to tell him that he would die next year. I wanted to tell him not to ever do drugs. And I didnt care about the rules. I just couldn't physically make words come out. I tried screaming but it was just silence. and he just kept staring at me. his face didnt change. So I just stared back at him. And then it was like he understood why I was staring at him and smiled at me and said that it would be ok.
i cried a lot this morning after that.
at least he's with his best friend.