Ouchie update
So it feels like my back is out again. But I am going to bed the idiot that wait about a week to see if it works itself out, cause I can walk and all, just no sudden movements. Seems to happen every so often. We will see if I land myself in the hospital again...lol.
Second... the cut on my wrist is healed 95%. Just a little red and iddy biddy scab. YAY! Another scar to add to the collection of stupidity of me...lol. Stupid car.
Third... first Gamestop was stupid enough to give me my own store. Me in charge? I even get scared on that one. Then they give me the power to fire and hire people. Scarier. And now, they gave me the power to go buy paint and paint my store..... **evil laughter** anyone see a pattern here? It looks fucking amazing in my store right now. But I am all grey and stuff.... hehehehe. PAINT! Next, they are allowing me to play around with Kingdom Hearts 2 release with movies and dolls and balloons and candy and DISNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid humans.... they created a monster.
Sad note, I have really been missing him lately. especially with KH2 coming out. And my back. I miss the fact that he would rub my back when I was in pain to make me feel a little better. Actually it was a lot better cause he was there. That song really hit really really hard for me. Just wish I could talk to him and hang out again. I just miss being friends anymore. But that is up to him. I can't push or pull or anything. I just have to be and hopefully that is enough for him. Someday. If I am lucky.
**sigh** Good and bad today.... +2-2=0 WOOT I CAME OUT EVEN!
LOL... gotta keep a smile
ps... something I told a group of friends today to make them really think about what is going on in my head right now.... "It is odd, almost all the guys we know said they would sleep with me without a second thought, but would any of them think of having a relationship with me? Or am I the unattainable fuck that would give them the notch above on the competition?" Hurts to think I would be a good fuck, but not a good girlfriend.
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Second... the cut on my wrist is healed 95%. Just a little red and iddy biddy scab. YAY! Another scar to add to the collection of stupidity of me...lol. Stupid car.
Third... first Gamestop was stupid enough to give me my own store. Me in charge? I even get scared on that one. Then they give me the power to fire and hire people. Scarier. And now, they gave me the power to go buy paint and paint my store..... **evil laughter** anyone see a pattern here? It looks fucking amazing in my store right now. But I am all grey and stuff.... hehehehe. PAINT! Next, they are allowing me to play around with Kingdom Hearts 2 release with movies and dolls and balloons and candy and DISNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid humans.... they created a monster.
Sad note, I have really been missing him lately. especially with KH2 coming out. And my back. I miss the fact that he would rub my back when I was in pain to make me feel a little better. Actually it was a lot better cause he was there. That song really hit really really hard for me. Just wish I could talk to him and hang out again. I just miss being friends anymore. But that is up to him. I can't push or pull or anything. I just have to be and hopefully that is enough for him. Someday. If I am lucky.
**sigh** Good and bad today.... +2-2=0 WOOT I CAME OUT EVEN!
LOL... gotta keep a smile
ps... something I told a group of friends today to make them really think about what is going on in my head right now.... "It is odd, almost all the guys we know said they would sleep with me without a second thought, but would any of them think of having a relationship with me? Or am I the unattainable fuck that would give them the notch above on the competition?" Hurts to think I would be a good fuck, but not a good girlfriend.
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