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Today I breathed many fumes of bleach and comet cleaner. Not that I have giant burning space rocks to cleanse, but the brand of bathroom cleaner. I have mopped and scrubbed every surface and crevice of the bathroom. I also mopped and scrubbed the kitchen floor. Between today and yesterday I have done about 13 loads of laundry and 4 leftover. Next project: File papers and throw away bills. I mean document bills... you know, so I can Paayyyy them...sometime. Okay nevermind, New Next Project: Vacuum all carpets and get the deep cleaning machine to take away those stains. And so I really know the carpet is clean. Deep Clean. ... Then all i have to do is kill the dogs. Kiiiiillllllllllll.
I think I have a problem. Today It wasn't good enough for me to comet the bathroom and kitchen floors.. I had to pour bleach everywhere so I knew everything was CLean... I MEan REALLY CLEAN, TOXICLY CLEAN!!!!! Maybe I should get some pointers from Jere's mom, I remember their home always being meticulously clean. Which doesnt seem too easy with 3 boys. I never thought of that before. I'm impressed. I find trouble getting it all done quickly enough. If I don't act fast you know what happens? Life comes around behind me and dirties it up. It's this slovenly person that looks just like me who wants to do crazy things like eat and then relax in front of the tv instead of taking the dish to the kitchen immediately. Simply SCANDALOUS.
Well it's getting late, 10:00...., but mostly an hour after Evey's already been asleep.
So I'm gonna go get some sleep. I'll make a list of things to do tomorrow so I can be really OCD. But it gives me this feeling of control I guess. I know thats why they must do it, on some level. I wonder if anyone's done a study of religious followers suffering from OCD vs non religious OCD sufferers. If anyone knows I'm curious of the ratio. And the whole Control/Faith thing.
Hmmmm.
I think I have a problem. Today It wasn't good enough for me to comet the bathroom and kitchen floors.. I had to pour bleach everywhere so I knew everything was CLean... I MEan REALLY CLEAN, TOXICLY CLEAN!!!!! Maybe I should get some pointers from Jere's mom, I remember their home always being meticulously clean. Which doesnt seem too easy with 3 boys. I never thought of that before. I'm impressed. I find trouble getting it all done quickly enough. If I don't act fast you know what happens? Life comes around behind me and dirties it up. It's this slovenly person that looks just like me who wants to do crazy things like eat and then relax in front of the tv instead of taking the dish to the kitchen immediately. Simply SCANDALOUS.
Well it's getting late, 10:00...., but mostly an hour after Evey's already been asleep.
So I'm gonna go get some sleep. I'll make a list of things to do tomorrow so I can be really OCD. But it gives me this feeling of control I guess. I know thats why they must do it, on some level. I wonder if anyone's done a study of religious followers suffering from OCD vs non religious OCD sufferers. If anyone knows I'm curious of the ratio. And the whole Control/Faith thing.
Hmmmm.