Thank you
Thank you all for your well wishes. I haven’t told anyone about this in real life, so it has been tough to keep it to myself for 3 weeks since I received notification on the original test to today….
Dr was over 60 minutes late; which did a number on my psyche let me tell you; stressed out to the max already over it; as prepared as once could be….and then I wait….and wait…. I was beginning to be a mess… but held it together as much as I could.
So we did the test, and it wasn’t’ extremely painful , but definitely not terribly pleasant. She said most likely I’ll be just fine, but we won’t know the results for a few weeks. Trying best to put it out of my head and focus on everything, and everyone else.
I want very much someone to talk about this with, but honestly in light of everything occurring lately (my issues with Andrew, to my dad, to work,) I’m feeling a bit pathetic and needy lately; so I’m choosing to keep this to myself, and not unnecessarily frighten anyone or bring more sympathy into my life.
I am doing alright though…. I am heading home soon to eat goldfish and jump in puddles with Skye tonight then bed early to sleep….. work tomorrow will be stressful, but I’m keeping my head up about it and staying positive; it’s all I can do right now.
Dr was over 60 minutes late; which did a number on my psyche let me tell you; stressed out to the max already over it; as prepared as once could be….and then I wait….and wait…. I was beginning to be a mess… but held it together as much as I could.
So we did the test, and it wasn’t’ extremely painful , but definitely not terribly pleasant. She said most likely I’ll be just fine, but we won’t know the results for a few weeks. Trying best to put it out of my head and focus on everything, and everyone else.
I want very much someone to talk about this with, but honestly in light of everything occurring lately (my issues with Andrew, to my dad, to work,) I’m feeling a bit pathetic and needy lately; so I’m choosing to keep this to myself, and not unnecessarily frighten anyone or bring more sympathy into my life.
I am doing alright though…. I am heading home soon to eat goldfish and jump in puddles with Skye tonight then bed early to sleep….. work tomorrow will be stressful, but I’m keeping my head up about it and staying positive; it’s all I can do right now.