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so at church she finally got through to me. all i could do was cry . she was right. she's usually always right. all i could say was sorry. i dont kno what happened. did it really take almost losing her to realize that i NEED her? how could i let this happen. i always talked but never did it. i kno sorry cant cut it. im gonna have to try my best to be with her when she needs me. she was there for me i need to b there for her. i cant lose her. im not letting 5 years go down the drain. im so sorry kati.