i feel like im completely unimportant

[mallratxpimp]

to a few of my close friends bc its just wierd now. i dont fit into the whole group dynamic. i feel that every suggestion i make sounds like an arguement or like im arrogant. esp when im around two certain ppl. i really wanna see them too. but if i di it feels weird bc i cant contribute to anything. like i try to help out but then person a cuts me off and takes over. then i say this and person b doesnt see my point of view. then when i talk to person a or b they act like im unhelpful and wrong. then when i talk to person b about how person a makes me feel they say that its nothing, im looking too deeply or thatits bc of space issues.

i miss how things were damnit when i fucking mattered!