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Ellie trudged into her room, and flopped down on her bed. She tried to calm herself but thoughts were buzzing in her head. Sighing, she reached under her pillow and grabbed her journal. Rummaging through a bedside table, she found a pencil and made herself comfortable on her bed again. Hopefully writing all of her thoughts down would help her straighten things out.
* I don't know what to do, journal. My life is soo complicated. I woke up this morning, all excited about the makeover idea, and now my life is miserable! I guess I better start from the beginning:
I found out that Jack came back. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy to see that he's all right, and I was overjoyed when he swept me up in that hug earlier. Plus I think he has his memory back (I didn't get a chance to talk to his though so I'm not so sure). I mean, that day when I lost him during the fight was horrible, and I've been so worried about him ever since, but...but I don't know journal. On top of it all Luke's back too.
Yep journal, that's right. LUKE! I was standing there with Jack and he just walks up to me. It was like everyone else in the room just faded away. I just left Jack standing there and walked off with him. He still has that affect on me! Jack was mad that I just left him, so he started this food fight with Luke, wasting all of the lunch. I was so shocked that I just stood there. I couldn't believe how stupid I was.
So now I'm down here, trying to sort everything out. Journal, I know I have to choose, its just gotta be done. I just don't know how I'm gonna do it. First there's Jack. He's been my best friend since I got here. He was my first love, and he's always been there for me. But then there's Luke. When I'm around him, everything's different. I just can't explain it. The thing is, I fell for Luke when Jack was gone. If he had been there, would things have been different? Or would I still have fallen for Luke? Its things like this that make it so hard journal. I love the both of them journal, and I just don't know what to do! *
With that, Ellie shut her journal and stuck it under her pillow. Flipping around so that she was on her stomach she started talking to herself: "I need to go and find Patsy or Cloe or Gel. I need to get someone's opinion. I can't do this on my own." Then something clicked in Ellie's head. She hadn't seen her sister at all today. "Alice would know what to do. I wonder where she is..." Quickly dismissing her sister's absence, Ellie tried to work up the courage to find someone to talk to, but decided to wait until things calmed before leaving the sanctuary of her room.
* I don't know what to do, journal. My life is soo complicated. I woke up this morning, all excited about the makeover idea, and now my life is miserable! I guess I better start from the beginning:
I found out that Jack came back. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy to see that he's all right, and I was overjoyed when he swept me up in that hug earlier. Plus I think he has his memory back (I didn't get a chance to talk to his though so I'm not so sure). I mean, that day when I lost him during the fight was horrible, and I've been so worried about him ever since, but...but I don't know journal. On top of it all Luke's back too.
Yep journal, that's right. LUKE! I was standing there with Jack and he just walks up to me. It was like everyone else in the room just faded away. I just left Jack standing there and walked off with him. He still has that affect on me! Jack was mad that I just left him, so he started this food fight with Luke, wasting all of the lunch. I was so shocked that I just stood there. I couldn't believe how stupid I was.
So now I'm down here, trying to sort everything out. Journal, I know I have to choose, its just gotta be done. I just don't know how I'm gonna do it. First there's Jack. He's been my best friend since I got here. He was my first love, and he's always been there for me. But then there's Luke. When I'm around him, everything's different. I just can't explain it. The thing is, I fell for Luke when Jack was gone. If he had been there, would things have been different? Or would I still have fallen for Luke? Its things like this that make it so hard journal. I love the both of them journal, and I just don't know what to do! *
With that, Ellie shut her journal and stuck it under her pillow. Flipping around so that she was on her stomach she started talking to herself: "I need to go and find Patsy or Cloe or Gel. I need to get someone's opinion. I can't do this on my own." Then something clicked in Ellie's head. She hadn't seen her sister at all today. "Alice would know what to do. I wonder where she is..." Quickly dismissing her sister's absence, Ellie tried to work up the courage to find someone to talk to, but decided to wait until things calmed before leaving the sanctuary of her room.