Weird Feeling
I have butterflies in my stomach, but not the good kind. It's just one of those days. I'm restless and I want to go home. I feel like I could jump out of my skin and all I want to do is cry. I don't know why today, but c'est la vie. When does that empty lost feeling start to get better? After someone leaves and you're not entirely sure of when you'll see that person again or how it will feel once you finally do, how long does it take to feel normal and less depressed? You'd think I would know the answer to this after my exchange last year, but I don't. I know that it took almost all of first semester for me to finally be happy and comfortable with my uni situation and being back in Canada. I have no idea when this feeling is going to leave me now. Everything seems so complicated right now. I need... to not be here right now.