something wrong
To combat the oncoming headaches that come with the season, I've been taking excedrin once a day in the morning, plus claritin, plus probiotics, plus the pill, though the latter two are unrelated to the former two. It helps - the headaches stay at bay, and I can function without hanging my head to keep it from pounding.
BUT... because of the caffeine in the excedrin, I am acting like a fucking nutcase, more so than usual, and it is a serious problem.
I've started to do some research into a "migraine" medicine (even though I don't really have "migraines") that is a natural herbally thing. Seems feverfew and magnesium are a good combo. There are a few specially pre-packaged formulas out there, so I'll probably try to pick something up this weekend.
In the meantime...
I have a problem. I admit it, I have a serious crazy-fuck problem, and if I don't do something about it really really soon, I'm going to end up hurting myself. EMOTIONALLY, not physically, let me clarify that much. Being off my fucking head is not helping me right now either, but I guess it's better to be stupid and functional than to be stationary and unable to cope.
Rgh.
Also, I was supposed to go see Ironman last night, and boy was I jazzed. No go though. Maybe this weekend... yeah, when EVERYONE else is on a three day holiday, what a great idea.
I need to make plans, so that I can avoid making OTHER plans which will not actually help me do anything but remain in the stupid-bitch-rut that I am currently in.
I need a nap, can it be time to go home now?
Well, that was embarrassing... and I didn't even go into it.
I want my brain back, has anybody seen it?