Just a note to you
I miss you. Every day. I'm moving on but that doesn't mean that as i finally explore things i put off & ignored about myself for the past 7 years i don't wish you were here with me. I was at a play party recently & it was so intoxicating. The pretty rope play, the delicous smack of leather on skin, & the sexy moans & wimpers. Trying every day to be clear & honest in my communications. The ethical slut really does speak to me & has been a big help.
Family things aren't so good. We are on the edge of losing oak street between my depression & mom's unwillingness to do anything to substantially contribute. Not that this is a surprise to anyone. Just very frustrating. Oh well..