well, it's been a few days since I've gotten home and I'm at least un-drugged enough to post. THings are a mess. Dialysis makes me feel more like a wet dishrag and i'm going to have to work part time i -believe- we can get by on that..and in august we are moving into the house we bought from
skyrose which will have no mortgage. When we move there all will be more than well. I'm also very good at my job and am on partial commission so if I just work -smarter- I can make a full time wage.
I'm an anxious mess though. I'm on Xanax to help calm me down over the next few months and I am trying to take things one day at a time. It's hard though, i've always been a planner. I wish these were a support group for overburneded women.