"let the seasons begin...."

[malj1013]

so we're officially on a break...well on thursday i decided that it was time for it...things were deteriorating anyways...i need to fall back in love with him again....but tonite we finally decided that we cant talk to each other or see each other....except for weds wen he drives me to my piano lessons....he said that we need to learn how it feels to be without our escape from the world for awhile.....that's basically what are relationship was...an escape from reality...and that was what i loved about it...but lately it hasnt been.....and i need to see if i can deal with things on my own and be myself....this may end up in a break-up or just a long break like 3-5 months apart only to have our love rekindled and grown to such an extent that we both feel confident to progress with our lives together....if not....we'll know that we tried to make it work....i just dont want to lose my best friend...but im scared that if we do break-up for good...it wont be the same and that he wont have me back if i change my mind....im a libra like that :)

let the reflection period begin.....or as Zach Condon of Beirut says: "Let the seasons begin...."