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[malinka417]

if life is a journey, then i guess this is the part where i'm walking on very thin ice over a large lake, and almost every step forward makes the ice crack. it's cold and frozen beneath me, and my only chance is to tread lightly, not dwell, try to plan my steps out carefully, and not panic. otherwise the ice breaks, and i go under. and if i find my

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[suchgladstars]

and I still feel strange but I'm really sorry about this internal winter. I hope you find someone to turn to

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did you know that polar bears are becoming extinct and the department of the interior wont admit it because it means admitting to global warming? is that partially why you have this picture up? and if not...

wow i suck because i bet that didnt help your mood at all.

i'm so bored, so i'm glad i can take your brother off your hands tomorrow. -dont worry, i'm still taking one for the team.

dont hestitate to call me should you feel the need to talk to someone completely removed from all of your social situations. i know i should call you more as well, but i really suck at the phone. if you want me to i will try just for you ;)

chin up dear, you're too pretty to be sad! (but if you need to be right now, dont deny your feelings. boy, i'm really helpful tonight...)

okay i'm seriously ending this day long letter now

[malinka417]

i'm not sad as much as i'm just really anxious. me still being on the ice is a great way to say that i haven't given in to feeling bad. it's just anxiety about not knowing what's coming up next, and knowing that i have to figure it out on my own.

so no worries, it'll pass, just a very strange and uncertain time right now. and yes, i love polar bears, and i love that picture. it's peaceful but unsettling at the same time, so that's why i put it up, it matches my mood.

i suck at the phone also. my aim though, is malinka417 so add me if you're ever on!