*le sigh*
i'm not going. everyone doesnt want me to go. and im just barely making the bills to go. so i guess its best i dont. plus i'm not to keen on our troop. ryan's my ninja and steves the man but im kinda iffy on tam. she get this self centered know-it-allism about her thats tweeking me out. her whole presence actually tweeks me. cuz shes fucking with ryan's head and hes paying for her to go. if she didnt go though...id prolly be able to. but shes banging the dude paying so its whatever. i'm so bummed....why has so much crap happend? i hope staying home ends out okay too. *sigh* i want to be in the woods in florida...