Jan 10, 2008 04:49
Constantly they keep on telling me that I need to rest and recover, when will they learn that I am already fully prepared to set sail at a moments notice but still I am not granted this. At least activity around seems quiet except there is a feeling in my gut that something big is bound to happen soon, the calmness in the eye of the storm, just waiting for it to strike suddenly catching everyone unaware.
For such a position that they have forced upon me with this promotion and not to have my request listened to is condescending. Control your men but have no voice of speech higher up with the actions of them. At times my thoughts lean towards leaving this god forsaken corrupt Navy and all of their lies, I have my doubts on where their true loyalties lie
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