all alone in a crowded room...

Oct 11, 2005 21:35

i dunno..im kinda doin shitty right now. but i think it has to do with the season change more so than just my depression. but i always get so bad during the winter. its basically just 4 months of sadness and not much else. but w/e, it honestly doesnt bother me too much any more, i guess im just used to it. but idk, i guess i've gotten better since 8th or 9th grade. def. a shit load better than last year. that was so bad, lets just not go there.
me and mom have been gettin in so many of our stupid little bitch fights over nothing. its seriously over stupid little bullshit, like i want to take the car too much, or my rooms not clean. or my favorite...i have too much eyeliner on. oh damn. im a teenage girl and i wear make up. shit son. its just really pissing me off, and i get stressed super easily. one of these days im seriously gonna just snap on her. i almost did today, but i figured it wasnt worth it cuz that would only end in yet another fucking bitch fit between us. gimme 2 weeks and i'll have my tounge pierced, that'll be a nice little surprise for her. i dont care whut she'll even say either. im just kinda like fuck it to everything right now. .out.
♥PeacE♥
*Poker*
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