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jesus christ is there no time for rest? is there no time for happiness anymore? just give me time, and everything will work out. i don't know what i want to do yet... but i have to do something. i can't continue to feel this way and no one give a shit. not that i don't have wonderful friends or anything, but they can't help me. i know they care and that they try their best, but in all hoensty nothing they do can make this better. i need someone that understands me. or that has gone through this shit. becaus ei'm tired of being the only fucking one in this that has no one to fucking talk to. no one to understand. everyone cares about their feelings. no one cares about my feelings. i knwo that sounds selfish, get over it. i'm so not okay.