life never turns out how you expect it to. so maybe if we stop expecting, life will turn out okay.
i wasn't even upset. i'm kind of surpirsed to be honest. i said i was over it. i didn't know how i would react when it actually happened, i was nervous. i thought i might break down. completely come apart. but you no longer have that hold on me. luckily.
i have the hardest time, expressing my feelings. i think i'm scared of what i might realize.