tropical fruit.
seeing him makes everything so much harder. it seriously breaks my heart to know that i'm hurting him. i tink i can honestly say that he is the only person i care this much about. i don't want to hurt him and i'm so scared that if i do hurt him that we wont even be able to be just friends...
it isn't like i want someone else. it isn't like that at all. beceause i don't want to be with anyone. it is more that i have to be honest about my feelings towards him and love in general. i just don't feel that way anymore.
this is so hard. i don't think anyone will understand.
i hate people giving me shit for calling him. who cares? seriously.... if you cared about someone else the way i care about him, you would call him too, just to be sure he wouldn't later get upset. that is the problem with love and feelings. you always put others first. or do crazy things just to make things better.
i just can't do it anymore. not just with him, with anyone.
i've lost my passion for life.
i'm sorry to everyone. for everything.
♥
it isn't like i want someone else. it isn't like that at all. beceause i don't want to be with anyone. it is more that i have to be honest about my feelings towards him and love in general. i just don't feel that way anymore.
this is so hard. i don't think anyone will understand.
i hate people giving me shit for calling him. who cares? seriously.... if you cared about someone else the way i care about him, you would call him too, just to be sure he wouldn't later get upset. that is the problem with love and feelings. you always put others first. or do crazy things just to make things better.
i just can't do it anymore. not just with him, with anyone.
i've lost my passion for life.
i'm sorry to everyone. for everything.
♥