in the coffee shop
today was another shitty day prt was good this morning but then the details ALL EFFING DAY sucked and the we got briefed about how were going to be on lock down soon because of some dumb ass students who brought alcohol into the dorm and my flashlight is being gay so basically ive been doing nothing but working my ass off till now and i really want to call nikki so im going to but not untill like 800 bc this libary's signal is shit... and i have to get some stuff done like today.. ugh.... I miss the olden life... lol i need to find someone to spend time with around here my roomate is cool and all but he is totally different then me and i have such strong feelings for nikki i think about her constantly but i need to try to find someone else... *sigh* I dont want to i just want to go back to the way it was... lifes always like this for me i have my up period then a long low period ugh... i just miss nikki ... i think thats what is bringing me down because i know i cant see her or be with her no matter how much i want to theres nothing i can do about it :( I think im going to head back to my dorm now to call nikki then cry and go to bed... ill shine boots in there somewhere because i need to... good night... *heart*