rainy saturday
wHat the fuck?? they're making a movie of a great and terrible beauty??? AAAHHHHHH! it could be so awesome... and soooo bad... i am scared!! and sooo exctied. fuckingh kartik is the sexiest man ever. i'm going to die.
i totally finished Rebel Angels today... in like a mad feury (wait. what the hell?? how do you spell that word??) of screams and thrashing about on my bed. so exciting. and very crazy. lol. i loved it and am just dying for the next one to come out. omfg. kartik... i think i will have to go back and reread all the parts with him in it. they're just sooo goood!
Yesterday i worked with clay! it was very cool and exciting. i think i'd really like to do sculpture. yeah. we'll see... maybe i can get it in next semester somehow. but anyways. I miss friends... this semester is so strange... and so freind dificient. man. not cool at all... i never realized how much i rely on hugs and friends and people. lol. well. i can fully appriciate now. i dont know waht to write for my english class at all... i have too many ideas. and not so much time. whatever. i just need to get it together.
last night was my friend's senior voice recital... and it was crazy and incredible. and so inspireing. i want to dong. lol. except i ment to type sing and wasnt looking. hahaa. but yes... i really want to make that happen for me. i'm going to inquire about getting a scholarship for private lessons. I want to escape into a novel or a movie or something. i dont want to be here right now.
i totally finished Rebel Angels today... in like a mad feury (wait. what the hell?? how do you spell that word??) of screams and thrashing about on my bed. so exciting. and very crazy. lol. i loved it and am just dying for the next one to come out. omfg. kartik... i think i will have to go back and reread all the parts with him in it. they're just sooo goood!
Yesterday i worked with clay! it was very cool and exciting. i think i'd really like to do sculpture. yeah. we'll see... maybe i can get it in next semester somehow. but anyways. I miss friends... this semester is so strange... and so freind dificient. man. not cool at all... i never realized how much i rely on hugs and friends and people. lol. well. i can fully appriciate now. i dont know waht to write for my english class at all... i have too many ideas. and not so much time. whatever. i just need to get it together.
last night was my friend's senior voice recital... and it was crazy and incredible. and so inspireing. i want to dong. lol. except i ment to type sing and wasnt looking. hahaa. but yes... i really want to make that happen for me. i'm going to inquire about getting a scholarship for private lessons. I want to escape into a novel or a movie or something. i dont want to be here right now.