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i need a change in my life. i feel like i have lost all my social skills. i tried to go out both night this weekend but ended up falling asleep instead. my mom wants me to live with her for 6 months until she can get on her feet. she's handling my dad's death really well. i however am not. the only thing keeping me going is my job right now. i have some serious longings to move to nyc again. i dream about it. i miss all my friends there. i miss public transportation. i miss having everything at your finger tips.