Apathy Abound
I've had such a complete lack of emotional function lately. Everything has just passed by like pictures on a screen. The emotion, the feeling, it's all there. I just don't really care enough to acknowledge it. I realize how I'm feeling, I just don't want to bother with it, so I don't. It goes away eventually anyway. Why bother stressing over it when it shuts itself up in an hour or so? Caring just brings about so many hardships. It's to much of a pain in the ass. Kinda like that friend that you never want to deal with, unless you're in the mood to. I know you all have one. Hell, it might even be me, for all I know. Shit, I don't know what the fuck anyone says about me behind my back. To bad I don't care enough to find out, eh? That's the same way my emotions are. And, I just, quite simply, haven't been in the mood to deal with the fucking things lately. So. There you have it. If you think I've been acting strange as of late, this be the superficial reason. It's true, yes, but, far from the whole fucking problem. Have a day.