Lotus in bloom.
Well, Christmas is almost here and I do not have presents for people. Tommorow, I plan to do some serious Christmas rushing for my brother, sister, Dad, and ... -_-; Mom. I guess I should get her something. I do not know exactly why. Shef says that it'll be a good idea.
As of right now, I am going to try to return to my ol' Buddhist ways. I have let myself stray from the path for too long and what has it done for me? I'm ALWAYS stressed out and I have become horrendously selfish. It makes me sick to think about it, though. Ironically, the best Christmas I had was sophomore year, when I was really into Buddhism. Instead of aching for the latest Batman boxset or the cutest plushies or anime merchandise, I will release myself from all these material desires and use that enthusiasm torwards something else, like ::ahem:: schoolwork. ;x I hate feeling like I need everything, only to toss it into a corner of my room later. I miss the times when things in a store were to me, well, things in a store. Stuff to look at unless I had a few dollars to spare and I wanted to treat myself to something cool.
Well, I am home alone right now ... I suspect that my family's gone out to see Memoirs of a Geisha or something. I want to see that soon. :3
I am listening to hip-hop, techno, and anime music on crazy loud with superbass. :D
As of right now, I am going to try to return to my ol' Buddhist ways. I have let myself stray from the path for too long and what has it done for me? I'm ALWAYS stressed out and I have become horrendously selfish. It makes me sick to think about it, though. Ironically, the best Christmas I had was sophomore year, when I was really into Buddhism. Instead of aching for the latest Batman boxset or the cutest plushies or anime merchandise, I will release myself from all these material desires and use that enthusiasm torwards something else, like ::ahem:: schoolwork. ;x I hate feeling like I need everything, only to toss it into a corner of my room later. I miss the times when things in a store were to me, well, things in a store. Stuff to look at unless I had a few dollars to spare and I wanted to treat myself to something cool.
Well, I am home alone right now ... I suspect that my family's gone out to see Memoirs of a Geisha or something. I want to see that soon. :3
I am listening to hip-hop, techno, and anime music on crazy loud with superbass. :D