Its been a while.
Hey me! Its been a very very long time since Ive written anything here. My life could not be more different to how it was. I've recently turned 30! Yes, the big 3-0! Its not as bad as I had expected, although I did have a bit of an "I'm a moody cow and I can be if I want to be because I'm nearly 30" week just before the big day! lol
I now have 3 children. All girls. Wouldn't have it any other way! I was obviously meant to have 3 children, I'm glad they're all girls, although when I was having my third baby I had a bit of a breakdown (I felt so much better knowing she was a girl) . I didnt want 3 children, I wanted 2. BUT... Willow is beautiful and just another little ray of sunshine in my life. As I've told you many times in the past, Matt doesnt see the girls but thats a good thing, I really don't want someone like him trying to make decisions about children I bring up and sacrifice everything for every day, just so he can pretend to be something he has never made any effort to actually be, a dad.
Anyway, enough about that loser, and mroe about my beautiful girlies.
Marni turned 6 in September, YES 6! I can't believe that almost as much as I can't believe I'm actually in my 30's and not getting any younger. Sienna is 21 months and Willow, yes, baby Willow is 6 months. It was her christening last week and now I'm really looking forward to all the exciting things children bring, like christmas cheer and funny sayings, silly accidents and kisses and cuddles. Stories together before bed and singing sonhgs and dancing. Loving being a mum right now.
I'm happy I think, really quite content at least. I am in my final year of college with lots of prospects and hoping to work with families and continue my education. I love working at Le Rondin and really wish that the pay was enough to go there full time and be able to support the family. Unfortunately it isn't. BUT... that's fine, because there are plenty other things out there for me to do. My children will always be loved and happy and I'll always do my very very best for them.
Right now my girlies are in bed and the house is nice and quite. got the tv on with Harry Hill (love it) and the house lights off. Love the dark cosy room in the evenings when I don't have to talk to the children and I don't have to speak to anyone. Can doss about in my PJ's and watch films, read books and do whatever I like.
Anyway, I think that'll have to do for now. Lovely to catch up with you again after so long - hopefully next time it'll be a shorter gap between posts :-)
Good night sweetheart :-) xx
I now have 3 children. All girls. Wouldn't have it any other way! I was obviously meant to have 3 children, I'm glad they're all girls, although when I was having my third baby I had a bit of a breakdown (I felt so much better knowing she was a girl) . I didnt want 3 children, I wanted 2. BUT... Willow is beautiful and just another little ray of sunshine in my life. As I've told you many times in the past, Matt doesnt see the girls but thats a good thing, I really don't want someone like him trying to make decisions about children I bring up and sacrifice everything for every day, just so he can pretend to be something he has never made any effort to actually be, a dad.
Anyway, enough about that loser, and mroe about my beautiful girlies.
Marni turned 6 in September, YES 6! I can't believe that almost as much as I can't believe I'm actually in my 30's and not getting any younger. Sienna is 21 months and Willow, yes, baby Willow is 6 months. It was her christening last week and now I'm really looking forward to all the exciting things children bring, like christmas cheer and funny sayings, silly accidents and kisses and cuddles. Stories together before bed and singing sonhgs and dancing. Loving being a mum right now.
I'm happy I think, really quite content at least. I am in my final year of college with lots of prospects and hoping to work with families and continue my education. I love working at Le Rondin and really wish that the pay was enough to go there full time and be able to support the family. Unfortunately it isn't. BUT... that's fine, because there are plenty other things out there for me to do. My children will always be loved and happy and I'll always do my very very best for them.
Right now my girlies are in bed and the house is nice and quite. got the tv on with Harry Hill (love it) and the house lights off. Love the dark cosy room in the evenings when I don't have to talk to the children and I don't have to speak to anyone. Can doss about in my PJ's and watch films, read books and do whatever I like.
Anyway, I think that'll have to do for now. Lovely to catch up with you again after so long - hopefully next time it'll be a shorter gap between posts :-)
Good night sweetheart :-) xx