Apr 20, 2005 19:04
hey what is up?¿ eeeerrrr . . . i am so super bored right now! and i'm waiting for ross to get online cuz he is playing golf right now. so yeah anyways. . . everything is going good between me and ross unless he doesn't feel that way (lol) ugh . . . i will be really upset if he stays the night out at relay for life because CHLOE MANDY AND CHRISTINA are on his team and they will all be in the same tent and that makes me really upset. But shh . . . don't tell ross that cuz idk i just hate mady and all them sluts and i dont care if they know that. I love ross!! so yeah ugh . . . anyways i dont really want to go to the relay for life cuz i just dont want to unless me and ross go together. ugh . . . or if i go with laner but i just really want to me and ross to go to the movies together this friday because me and him havent had alone time cuz last weekend i was in gainsville and i didnt get to spend time with him and the weekend before that he came and hung out at mark and becky's house but all the adults were in the room and so we didnt get to do anything (SPECIAL) and then when the adults weren't in the room my brother would be in there watching the movie with us. . . lol so yeah it wasnt that fun but it was kinda cuz at least i got to hang out with my babie! ugh . . . and this weekend i want to do something with just me and him and no one to bug us lol so maybe we can hang out on saturday too. well anywayz i am getting really bored and all the adults are having fun downstairs so im going to go join soon.
*Im depressed cuz i dont want ross to go to the relay for life without me i mean i trust him a lot i just no that chloe still likes him and will try to start something between them again*
I love you Ross xoxo
and i love you laner xoxo