I never write anymore
My life is inncredibly insane... i never have free time this year... and its my senior year. But i guess im the kind of person i dont like to just sit around, so i guess i probably bring it upon myself. my mom the other day out of no where said to me, your not gonna ever be able to be a stay at home mom are u? and i said i dunno why? and she said i can jsut tell, if you don't have ne thing to do, you find something that you have to be doin just to be doin somthing. and i relized shes right. oh well. This way i don't have to get married to have a guy support me. b/c ihave no intentions of gettin married. mainly b/c i dislike boys. another reason i havn't written in a while, my like is rediculous dramatic and stupid, and theres no use writing about my pathetic life. but to give you a round about summary of the past 4 weeks... school is good, no hard classes... tennis is okay, i have paraneedle tendonistis, but i still tough it out and play,unlike mrs i have a fuckin broken toe, on our team. Cry me a river. coach makes me mad, he dosnt treat me like everyone else b/c hes way into politics, and well that dostn get me too high on his list, b/c my family isn't a big name in this town. ne ways this weekend we had a tourny in abliene... i won 4 lost 4 matchs, we got 3rd outta 16 teams which was amazing. look for us in the news paper this week. we have another meet on tuesday, thank god. our entire team is sick or hurt or broken. which is really awesome. oh and nelson is trying to connvence me to go to college on a tennis scholarship.... which im kindda wondering about... i dunno we'll see ne ways enough about tennis. my love life if hell and makes me wanna stab myself in the eyes like oedipus. lol boys are stupid and don't know what they want. TO sum it all up, He dosnt want me , but he dosnt want ne one else to have me. I yelled at him the other night, b/c he alays inplies im a slut. which is FAR from the truth, i mean hello im ashley bruner. laksjdfi. i think im finally gettin mad enough im gettin over the ass hole. thank god. But i am lonely, which is stupid, i wish i wasnt, i dont need a boy to be happy. but whateve. well i need to go do homework... i'll c-ya when i c-ya... toodles