Oct 08, 2006 18:08
In order for one to be healthy, one must place himself in a healthy environment...I find that hard to do. I want a job so bad...I need a job so bad...but yet I have nothing. I feel like a failure sometimes because I know I have the potential to do so much better. Even though I have to cope with feeling out of place sometimes, I truly do love my friends and I know they all care about me (some more than others probably) so why do I feel so lost and...underpar. I know I know, this is the same old song Ive been singing for a while but oh fucking well...Ive decided to channel these feelings to anger and bitchiness because the last thing I need right now is to be taken lightly.
Friday 13 - me, Blair, Therese, Fox, Christina, and Nikki (and possibly Nick and Nicole) are roadtripping to Orlando for Halloween Horror Nights. It should be awesome but after watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre its kinda freaky -- I know this aint Texas but the film "House of Wax" took place on the outskirts of Gainesville and we most certainly have to pass the outter rim of Gainesville sooo...yeah.