Stress. . .
OMG so much has happen this week, that I am stressed to the max. And right now I don't even know whether or not Ron is mad, upset, frustrated, etc at me. I mean last night was a hectic night and when I finally got home and went to go to bed with Ron things just didn't seem right. I was getting really bad vibes that something was going on. When I got there Ron was already asleep which I already knew because it was after midnight. I unlock the door, Tracey miami_princess and I went to go in the room (she needed to talk to him) and the bedroom door was locked. I knocked on the door and he said "come in" I told "I can't the door is locked." Ron unlocks the door and then climbs into to bed and goes back to sleep. Tracey realized that she wouldn't be able to him tonight so she left and I walked her out and locked the door behind her. I climb into to bed and he has his back towards me and what not. So I was like ok he's just really tired. While I was laying there my brain and vibes started going crazy and my stomach was hurting. I crawled out of bed (he didn't even notice or anything) and go to my house.
So I went and hung-out with Eddy and Tracey. Tracey really needed me. We hung out until like 2:30 in the morning and then we all turn in. Tracey and I were in the room watching MTV before we fell asleep.
I wake up this morning and I go and call Ron on both his phones and I got no answer. So I figured he didn't hear it so I called again. I got his voicemail again so I left a voicemail on both. I still haven't heard from him and I'm really worried, concerned, and everything else that falls into that catergory. I care and love Ron so much I hate it when I can't get a hold of him or when he gets upset. If only he knew how much I am hurting right now.
My girl needed my help and of course I am going to go to her because she needed it.
*A full extent update is coming soon and when it comes it will be long.*
What is one to do when they are torn between two people they love and care for so much?
Staying to Keep it Crunked
MalFutureMD
~Mal~
So I went and hung-out with Eddy and Tracey. Tracey really needed me. We hung out until like 2:30 in the morning and then we all turn in. Tracey and I were in the room watching MTV before we fell asleep.
I wake up this morning and I go and call Ron on both his phones and I got no answer. So I figured he didn't hear it so I called again. I got his voicemail again so I left a voicemail on both. I still haven't heard from him and I'm really worried, concerned, and everything else that falls into that catergory. I care and love Ron so much I hate it when I can't get a hold of him or when he gets upset. If only he knew how much I am hurting right now.
My girl needed my help and of course I am going to go to her because she needed it.
*A full extent update is coming soon and when it comes it will be long.*
What is one to do when they are torn between two people they love and care for so much?
Staying to Keep it Crunked
MalFutureMD
~Mal~