Jan 29, 2005 22:04
School, work, friends, party & flirting to find the right guy =(. I guess things are all right. When I sleep I have flash backs of great times with Zack. I have not talked to him since that night we broke up & happy "us" are over right now FOREVER because he fell in love with some female in Texas. I can't be mean & go ahead and hate on her because I don't know her but, I hope she realizes or w/e that Zack and I were happy & I'll always be missed in his life. He told me so. I just try to SMILE and think that everything will be okay even though deep down inside I just pray I get him back. He comes in Febuary so_ maybe just maybe we can see eachother and feelings will change. I have that effect. Oh lord I just hope.
I did meet someone last night named Juan. He's really nice & goodlooking, plays baseball & attends North. He's Rican too. Also, he drives a nice car. 2005 Nissan Altima [silver.] I dig it man. But, he's sweet. We are like friends & this time I'm not planning on dating anyone for awhile possibly.
Shower- ; bye.
Quote: My heart has been broken several times that it beats in echo's. =/