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Nov 30, 2005 18:16

Geeze, I go through some major up's and down's... I'm just a freaking EMOTIONAL person. My goodness...

I went to the doctor today. Wanted to figure out why I've been throwing up involuntarily, getting headaches, not eating and not sleeping. I thought perhaps I had some weird flu that a pill could cure... But no.

He used the big D word.... Which I hate. And suggested I take medication, which I hate even more.

Ugh.

Although his diagnosis, after furthur contemplation doooes kind of make sense. It also runs in my family. But I don't know if I want to take medication. Mind altering substances should be left to parties and the like... I dunno.

I guess it's a pseudo-large decision to make.

I'm going out with Grant next week. I already know what I'm gonna wear. Does that make me desperate? Perhaps. I'm excited though. I need his flattery ways.

I also have a GIANT crush on that actor Emile Hirsch... coincidence that Grant looks exactly like him? I think not.

Okay, ramblage DONE.

Toodles!

Amanda
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