Self destructive behavior

Nov 22, 2006 02:45

I'm planning to smoke one more cigarette before bed, i just had one.. it's almost 3AM... i have work in the morning. BAAAHHHH!! i'm going craaazzyyy!*!&U8298172!11

haha... Why is it I feel so comfortable being a shitstink to my body? I drink all the time, smoke weed and cigarettes every day and I knnnooooww it's terrible for me. But I figure, hey whatev's I'm 19.

Is it instinctual that teenagers have little sense of mortality? I guess we need to get it all out now so that we can be stable adults.... or spiral down into alcoholism and drug addiction, destroying you life and plagueing the lives of all those close to you... But that sounds too negative.

Anyhoo, I'm gonna hit the bong a few more times and finish watching Fresh Prince...

PAYCE!
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