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I'm sitting here in front of the computer just marinating in the silence. MMMM it just sounds so good. No blaring country redneck music, no cat meowing, no dogs barking, nothing but sweet exquisite silence. The joy of it all! I like it when she's gone for short periods of time and her having a new girlfriend is giving a lot of these little bursts of solitude that I really enjoy. I cleaned the house including dusting and making the bed so now the house smells nice. It makes the day even finer. I have the air conditioning on so that the house feels cool and refreshing which is a great escape from the sweltering heat outside. I am an introvert by nature tho I'm sure there are a lot of my friends out there that would contradict that but it's really true. I enjoy being alone. Maybe over the years I've become a little of both introvert and extrovert because I don't mind being in a bit of crowd so long as there are spaces enough to move in. Large overwhelming crowds have never been for me especially if they are so big you feel as if you can't breath. Those kind of environments are things I tend to avoid. On the other hand I don't mind being alone whatsoever. I can listen to my classical music all day or even some enya and clannad without anyone saying they dispise my taste in music. Or have to listen to music that I have a strong distaste for. *laughs* When she's here, now that she's not being a total hater, it's not so bad. She jokes and talks as if are just good friends and it's a refreshing change over the mega bitch she was being before. Things here are starting to get a move on and I am hoping that things will speed up even more when the bulldog pups arrive. Then I can start selling something that I myself enjoy being I'm not a big fan of chihuahuas. What can I say, I've just been bit by them way too many times over the years. I love bulldogs and I can't wait to see the first litter when it arrives.
I guess all this rambling basically is saying I have found peace within myself. A euphoric cloud of sorts that floats over me. Have I finally found my spot in the world or is this just finally the right road that I was suppose to be on to find that place? Either way..... I'm happy. And I have no intention of letting anything or anyone disturb that.
~Maleficent
I'm sitting here in front of the computer just marinating in the silence. MMMM it just sounds so good. No blaring country redneck music, no cat meowing, no dogs barking, nothing but sweet exquisite silence. The joy of it all! I like it when she's gone for short periods of time and her having a new girlfriend is giving a lot of these little bursts of solitude that I really enjoy. I cleaned the house including dusting and making the bed so now the house smells nice. It makes the day even finer. I have the air conditioning on so that the house feels cool and refreshing which is a great escape from the sweltering heat outside. I am an introvert by nature tho I'm sure there are a lot of my friends out there that would contradict that but it's really true. I enjoy being alone. Maybe over the years I've become a little of both introvert and extrovert because I don't mind being in a bit of crowd so long as there are spaces enough to move in. Large overwhelming crowds have never been for me especially if they are so big you feel as if you can't breath. Those kind of environments are things I tend to avoid. On the other hand I don't mind being alone whatsoever. I can listen to my classical music all day or even some enya and clannad without anyone saying they dispise my taste in music. Or have to listen to music that I have a strong distaste for. *laughs* When she's here, now that she's not being a total hater, it's not so bad. She jokes and talks as if are just good friends and it's a refreshing change over the mega bitch she was being before. Things here are starting to get a move on and I am hoping that things will speed up even more when the bulldog pups arrive. Then I can start selling something that I myself enjoy being I'm not a big fan of chihuahuas. What can I say, I've just been bit by them way too many times over the years. I love bulldogs and I can't wait to see the first litter when it arrives.
I guess all this rambling basically is saying I have found peace within myself. A euphoric cloud of sorts that floats over me. Have I finally found my spot in the world or is this just finally the right road that I was suppose to be on to find that place? Either way..... I'm happy. And I have no intention of letting anything or anyone disturb that.
~Maleficent