May 21, 2004 02:57
It's been awhile since my last update, but this will my last one under this screen name.
I had tons to say a second ago, but it all slipped my mind. I know what I want, what I want to do, and how I want to do it, but I choose to do it alone. I want freedom and the ability to do what I want, when I want, with whom I want no matter the time or place. There should not be any "limits".
There's not a jist of getting around it, but to say that what happened really hurt Deana. It reminded me of how young you really are and how jealous people really get. You played the role of "stalker" and tried to see what I was up to to catach me in a "lie". This is what made me think. And you getting drunk and being taken to the E.R. did not help either.
That's pretty much it. I'm deleteing my LJ because I do not want to be stalked. You have my number and you can use it, but otherwise... We need some form of break for now. I need to get all of what I want on track before anything else. Let's see how long you really care for me by how you react to this.
-Jason