Oh, how I am starting to loathe thee.
I really need to get out of this house. Is anyone up for doing anything on Sunday after about 6p.m.? I'm thinking movies all the way. Forsome reason I really want to see The Punisher. (Another comic brought to life, yipee!)
Hmm... And I also need to pick up a few more shirts. For some reason Guss thought that I'd be getting a check for my "training" yesterday, but to no avail. That'd be a funny looking check. *Shrugs.* Ewies; a 12-7 shift tomorrow.
I got the lovely chance to sleep all mosrning and I don't think I really should have. I mean, I needed to do a few things, but I also didn't feel like doing all that driving to Twelve Oaks Mall. Even though it's only two minutes away, I also don'twant to drive to Fairlaine Mall. Maybe it's just me getting sick of malls in general, who knows.
I've got a few eBay auctions up and that should pop in a few hundred dollars with ease. Luckily they all end today too. *Claps.*
I got to talk on the phone with Anna last night. That girl is so fuckin' fun to talk to... We were doing random Google.com image searches and you'd be suprised what you could find when typing in the words, "Poop hat". We agreed that no matter what you typed in there always seemed to be a picture of a big-breasted woman that showed up. Sinse she has already decided to make me look stupid and put it in her AIM profile, I'll toss it up here:
Me: "So... Like... Have you been holding the phone up to your ear this entire time?" Her: "Umm... Yeah...?"
Yeah, I said it. It was late and we were about an hour into conversation... It came out worded all wrong, okay?!? *Laughs.*
So, what's going on with Sarah? I really don't know. Call me confused, but she's pretty much stopped talking to me. Well, she hasn't since yesterday afternoon through text. No biggie I suppose; I'm not going to break down and cry over it. I suppose it all came down to me wanting something she wasn't ready to give. *Shrugs.* I had told her yesterday that us "dating" would be fine by me and that after thinking about it I really don't want a serious relationship either. I'm really not ready for it and I've promised myself that I'd focus on "me" and no one else this time around. My only concern after that was if her and I were free to date other people as well or what. She felt that if we didn't date other people as well we would be "exclusive" and it would thus be a serious relationship. *Sigh.* That's not exactly what I meant, but okay... I was referring to the fact that I don't think it would be appropriate to be kissing, cuddling, and etc. with other people. I don't exactly know what to call that level of "dating", but whatever. To me it would just be wrong to date someone and spend "close" time with them and then go out the next day and spend "close" time with someone else.
If she's not attracted t ome or doesn't like something about me other than this, I think she should say something rather than using this as an "excuse". I dunno, but for some reason I still want to see her...
Anyhow, I'm off to get ready for work.
-Jason