Hmmm... Tea-L~
well alot of stuffs happened within the past few days..
and i dont wanna jump to any conclusion or anything about it yet..
so we shall see how it goes and then i will talk about it..
beacuse i don think everything is settled yet..
at least not for everyone..
its good in way, and not really ideal as well..
but at least it has been made known..
i know its a serious matter.. we know that it is..
and that it doesnt only concern me or her but everyone else in Tea-L as well..
yes we have considered that, and thats why it has been taken into consideration..
this is gonna be some challenge, its like totally different from previous relationships,
and i guess thats what that is gonna make us cherish it even more..
so yes, the pressure is on, and yupp, lots of stuffs to keep me preoccupied and busy with..
plans, solutions, stituations.. yup almost everything that may happen or would happen..
i got to be ready for it, beacuse now its concerns the whole band..
and yes.. alot of effort and blood and sweat has been put into to mould Tea-L into what we are now..
even thought i did not go through the storms and winds with you guys,
just by the way u all talk about it, i can feel and understand..
i maybe 18(soon).. but i m not dumb or anything.
i do know how to think and act rationally..
and i do know also its not up to me or us to mess up and end up ruining everything for everyone..
so yes... we do place the band as top..
and we will work out some solution..
have trust and faith, we will do all we can to not affect the band..
till then~
Fostering...
and i dont wanna jump to any conclusion or anything about it yet..
so we shall see how it goes and then i will talk about it..
beacuse i don think everything is settled yet..
at least not for everyone..
its good in way, and not really ideal as well..
but at least it has been made known..
i know its a serious matter.. we know that it is..
and that it doesnt only concern me or her but everyone else in Tea-L as well..
yes we have considered that, and thats why it has been taken into consideration..
this is gonna be some challenge, its like totally different from previous relationships,
and i guess thats what that is gonna make us cherish it even more..
so yes, the pressure is on, and yupp, lots of stuffs to keep me preoccupied and busy with..
plans, solutions, stituations.. yup almost everything that may happen or would happen..
i got to be ready for it, beacuse now its concerns the whole band..
and yes.. alot of effort and blood and sweat has been put into to mould Tea-L into what we are now..
even thought i did not go through the storms and winds with you guys,
just by the way u all talk about it, i can feel and understand..
i maybe 18(soon).. but i m not dumb or anything.
i do know how to think and act rationally..
and i do know also its not up to me or us to mess up and end up ruining everything for everyone..
so yes... we do place the band as top..
and we will work out some solution..
have trust and faith, we will do all we can to not affect the band..
till then~
Fostering...