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Well, I'm alive to say at least lol... I've been in an interesting mood, I can't really even describe how I feel and I don't know yet if its a good or a bad feeling... But I have a shit load of work and no one has the program to do it on so I'm gonna fail my Information Technology class YAY! all because no one has fucking microsft powerpoint... Oh well, there goes all that time spent in that class down the drain... what else... ummm I have been getting more and more lonely here, everyones like dating or at least benig able to be with someone they like or have an interest in and I'm just like the guy no body wants *sigh* well maybe if I was str8 but like thats ever gunna happen lol. I have a headache, and tomorrow is Prom and I can't go because I had no fucknig money to go so I'm like one of like 10 people that aren't going and I feel like a total loser, but at least i get to go to an after party... I need a job and someone to hug right now... I'm going up this stupid gothy thing... too much effort to make people attracted to me lol... well I have lots of other clothes I can wear and I need to get like a shit load of my stuff back from people and I need to return a bunch of stuff to other people as well... I should be working on my project but as this is the last day I can work on it this in class so I'm not going to do it... I need to cry I think and just like run somewhere and never come back... psh... my mom threatened to call the cops on me... dumb story don't need to tell... ummm... I have this song stuck in my bhead and every time i hear it i cry so maybe thats y im all depressed today... DAmn Simple plan... It WAS the alst song that I heard before i went to school but its still a sad song..
Untitled (How Could This Happen To Me) - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Untitled (How Could This Happen To Me) - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me