big news
I shouldn't probably be posting this but I'm kind of bursting at the seams with the news and I really shouldn't be putting it out there IRL, not yet. But I'm most likely pregnant !!
Or at least so the 3 home pregnancy tests say. I dropped J off at the airport this evening, he's going to be gone for two weeks. As of today I'm about 5 days late and almost 3 weeks past the visit we had to try to get me pregnant. So knowing J was going out of town and starting to feel anticipation building, I went out and bought the tests this afternoon, and viola!
This is a surrogate pregnancy. I'm dying to tell my friends, D and B, about the apparent success, but I feel like I have to wait to make sure things are more definitely clear before I let them in on things, especially as they've already been thru a couple of miscarriages.
OMG! so excited. I cannot believe it!!! I can't believe it happened on the first try. I was all prepared for the idea this could take months and multiple doctor's visits and all the stress and disappointment of it all. J said from the outset, "You're going to get knocked up right away. Guaranteed." He wanted to bet D on it, but I dissuaded him because it's just not something to be cavalier about, right?
Anyhow, now I have to just pretend to be calm. I'm going to call my OB on Monday and let her know, set up a prenatal appointment, exams etc. and then break the news to D&B when we have some medical verification. Crazy! Looks like maybe a June baby? I need to keep calm and not get ahead of myself. It's still so early but I can't help it, I'm ecstatic.