Lost In Translation.... ?
Im writing a book & you just may be in it.......
I am in the process of putting together my literary works from over the years. Some of which are within this livejournal. Mostly poetry, prose & deep philosophical ramblings whether heartfelt or an absolute fed up seething bowl of "fuck off, Im too good for you"... Of course there may be a bit of my opinionated love of music & my complete disgust for the media, politics, etc. Mantras.... Necessary commentary...
In my travels of the heart, body & mind, I have encountered all kinds - whether within myself or extending advice to my few close friends.
Unfortunately I have come to realize that thoughtfulness, honesty, selflessness, caring & loyalty have seemed to add up to the curious result of Hell & Loneliness. I have been inspired by debilitating sorrow, uncontrollable rage, incredible loss & the (very rare) reality of longing for another person & feeling the ultra highs of passion towards them simultaneously with the plumetting lows of not knowing if it could ever work...
Acute powers of observation make this new ride Im on rife with blissful recollection & discovery, but they also create difficult panoramic views of what simply cannot be held onto for too long, & my attempt at trying to make sense of it all.... ♥
Excerpt 1
Another Philosophical Episode of The Fuck You Chronicles....
Is there a proper word for one who admits thoughts &/or feelings to another, shows a
genuine caring side, makes time within a perpetually chaotic schedule for another,
extends a deep thoughtfulness, just to eventually be conveniently ignored by the other
for whatever reason ie: boredom, novelty wear-off, interest wane, etc???
Indeed. That word is: FOOL
Ladies & Gentlemen, if this defines you & your situation, vacate at once.
Remember when they said you were unique & gorgeous?
Now youre just another face in the harem? Vacate.
Remember their attentiveness, that you recipricated, only to have them suddenly become all mental patient & back off? Vacate.
Memories are blissful escapes or monsters that can haunt you....
Life is too short to give away rare goodness to energy vampires.....
Cheers,
Xtiana
Excerpt 2
There are those of us who refuse to be told 'what is art' and 'what is beauty'; we go against the grains of societal trappings and have the forethought and ability to embrace the true essence of our own personal opinions and ideas without interference from the noxious dementia of the media.
- Christiana
Excerpt 3
Its the time, the effort, the thoughtfulness that one puts into another that reveals the true friend.... its the lack of time, convienent memory loss & blatant neglect from the other that reveals the true fiend...."
- Christiana 12/12/07
I am in the process of putting together my literary works from over the years. Some of which are within this livejournal. Mostly poetry, prose & deep philosophical ramblings whether heartfelt or an absolute fed up seething bowl of "fuck off, Im too good for you"... Of course there may be a bit of my opinionated love of music & my complete disgust for the media, politics, etc. Mantras.... Necessary commentary...
In my travels of the heart, body & mind, I have encountered all kinds - whether within myself or extending advice to my few close friends.
Unfortunately I have come to realize that thoughtfulness, honesty, selflessness, caring & loyalty have seemed to add up to the curious result of Hell & Loneliness. I have been inspired by debilitating sorrow, uncontrollable rage, incredible loss & the (very rare) reality of longing for another person & feeling the ultra highs of passion towards them simultaneously with the plumetting lows of not knowing if it could ever work...
Acute powers of observation make this new ride Im on rife with blissful recollection & discovery, but they also create difficult panoramic views of what simply cannot be held onto for too long, & my attempt at trying to make sense of it all.... ♥
Excerpt 1
Another Philosophical Episode of The Fuck You Chronicles....
Is there a proper word for one who admits thoughts &/or feelings to another, shows a
genuine caring side, makes time within a perpetually chaotic schedule for another,
extends a deep thoughtfulness, just to eventually be conveniently ignored by the other
for whatever reason ie: boredom, novelty wear-off, interest wane, etc???
Indeed. That word is: FOOL
Ladies & Gentlemen, if this defines you & your situation, vacate at once.
Remember when they said you were unique & gorgeous?
Now youre just another face in the harem? Vacate.
Remember their attentiveness, that you recipricated, only to have them suddenly become all mental patient & back off? Vacate.
Memories are blissful escapes or monsters that can haunt you....
Life is too short to give away rare goodness to energy vampires.....
Cheers,
Xtiana
Excerpt 2
There are those of us who refuse to be told 'what is art' and 'what is beauty'; we go against the grains of societal trappings and have the forethought and ability to embrace the true essence of our own personal opinions and ideas without interference from the noxious dementia of the media.
- Christiana
Excerpt 3
Its the time, the effort, the thoughtfulness that one puts into another that reveals the true friend.... its the lack of time, convienent memory loss & blatant neglect from the other that reveals the true fiend...."
- Christiana 12/12/07