lost
So i turned my phone on and saw the text from last night that i felt so bad. I am not happy with what i did at all thats why i left. I walked the whole way to my car. Freezing thinking deserving it each and every step. I hurt her so bad and deep without thinking. i was drunk he texted i called him and then downhill. i dont' even know what i was thinking i wish i could take everything back everything my friends don't deserve to have to deal with me they have there own shit to deal with. what have i done i am destroy anything and everything i touch