don't let it end this way. don't know how to say. you take my breathe away.
Weerk picnic.
Drank too much red wine:
-my lips are purple
-my teeth are purple
-my brain is swirling
... with thoughts.
Work is well, to answer those of you who have inquired. And no, I'm not dead, I just haven't posted.
I found my journal from when I was in college and OBVIOUSLY it wasn't that long ago but reading my thoughts, things I was concerned about, people that mattered to me, it was a lifetime ago.
fat kid with mug
the runner
tiesto
hiding
play station2
miss long island
president's loop
the leaf
"you're really hot. i love the way you dress" -tr
"and i looked him and smiled a half drunken smile (off two very cold, fat beers), leaving the basement, locking eyes with only him and wondering if anyone else saw..."
...and when i see conflict, my mind pores over the thoughts of hurt, poisoning my heart until I can't take it anymore. But even though I have to option to pull out the knife, walk away ... I just keep flinching my wrist, twisting and going in deeper and deeper. This deep well of emotion makes me feel alive ...
-sp
Drank too much red wine:
-my lips are purple
-my teeth are purple
-my brain is swirling
... with thoughts.
Work is well, to answer those of you who have inquired. And no, I'm not dead, I just haven't posted.
I found my journal from when I was in college and OBVIOUSLY it wasn't that long ago but reading my thoughts, things I was concerned about, people that mattered to me, it was a lifetime ago.
fat kid with mug
the runner
tiesto
hiding
play station2
miss long island
president's loop
the leaf
"you're really hot. i love the way you dress" -tr
"and i looked him and smiled a half drunken smile (off two very cold, fat beers), leaving the basement, locking eyes with only him and wondering if anyone else saw..."
...and when i see conflict, my mind pores over the thoughts of hurt, poisoning my heart until I can't take it anymore. But even though I have to option to pull out the knife, walk away ... I just keep flinching my wrist, twisting and going in deeper and deeper. This deep well of emotion makes me feel alive ...
-sp