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i hate it when i have a good goddamned dream and i can't remember what happened.
and i'm really not digging the weather outside. granted, i'm used to heavy snow...but...it makes me feel trapped.
it makes me think of death--like the snow is covering everything and when it melts away, all underneath it will be rotted away. eh.
...and those fucking snowmobiles are fucking annoying.
i'm just...blah. i need some sort of physical activity. perhaps i'll decorate the tree today, or...dance???
.
i really should go play Silent Hill 3 now.
Like dust
I'm lost in the world
I thought that I had
A particular place
Between the earths
Between the scarred sky
I feel the crunch of dirt
I smell the scent of flowers
My aimless feet
To be in the world
And not a part of it
That's the aim of the pain
I'm sorry that there seems
No happiness in life
I'm sorry that there seems
No one
Passing streams
Dying dreams
There seems to be no joy
You cannot see the ships sailing
You cannot see the sails sailing
Amassing as Christ on the horizon
Outstretched
Outstretched...
--Current 93
......
yeah...i usually find it annoying when people only use their journals to post up song lyrics, but...whatever.
i don't mind putting up lyrics ALONG with actual journal entries so long as the lyrics actually touch me and reflect my feelings at the time...
and i'm really not digging the weather outside. granted, i'm used to heavy snow...but...it makes me feel trapped.
it makes me think of death--like the snow is covering everything and when it melts away, all underneath it will be rotted away. eh.
...and those fucking snowmobiles are fucking annoying.
i'm just...blah. i need some sort of physical activity. perhaps i'll decorate the tree today, or...dance???
.
i really should go play Silent Hill 3 now.
Like dust
I'm lost in the world
I thought that I had
A particular place
Between the earths
Between the scarred sky
I feel the crunch of dirt
I smell the scent of flowers
My aimless feet
To be in the world
And not a part of it
That's the aim of the pain
I'm sorry that there seems
No happiness in life
I'm sorry that there seems
No one
Passing streams
Dying dreams
There seems to be no joy
You cannot see the ships sailing
You cannot see the sails sailing
Amassing as Christ on the horizon
Outstretched
Outstretched...
--Current 93
......
yeah...i usually find it annoying when people only use their journals to post up song lyrics, but...whatever.
i don't mind putting up lyrics ALONG with actual journal entries so long as the lyrics actually touch me and reflect my feelings at the time...