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As you know I normally try to have nice upbeat positive entries but at this time I am feeling very unattractive. I can't think of anybody who thinks I am a good looking guy. Isn't that depressing, not one person. I'm not saying I necissarily want to date anyone at this point in time but it would be comferting to know that that option might be avaliable, or even to know that someone else has thought me to be slightly attractive. I don't know it just seems like everyone I know has someone who thinks that they are cute or likes them, and yes I realize that I am only 15 and I have a whole lot of time ahead of me but still it would be nice to know that at this point in time I had someone who liked me. I am the greatest at being peoples friends, maybe I didn't think so when I wrote that friends entry but I was just kind of babbaling there, here I am pretty much serious. I am just feeling like a Ben Fischer type. Not that I think I am like him but in the way that no one is attracted to him, nor could they be.