Pain
Jess and I broke up, that hurt but apparentaly I have a higher tolerance for pain than people think, because everyone who knows is so worried about me. I am going to miss her a whole lot but we are going to stay friends (hopefully anyways) and that's cool because I would much rather have her as a friend than not have her in my life at all.
I also recently realized that a couple of friends and I have grown very distant *very sad*, I loved hanging out with Kaitlin and Sarah but I hardly ever do anymore. It is definatly more apparent with Sarah, at first whenever we saw eachother in the hallways we would say hello and talk a little bit. Then it became a small smile just to say hello. Now I don't even get a look from her in the hallways. Kaitlin and I still talk quite a bit but it seems different somehow. Anyways that hurts a lot, those two used to be some of my best friends at school.
I don't know, recently (even before being dumpped) I have been thinking about how stupid relationships are, I only know two truely happy couples. Keaton and Kaela and my parents. Divorce rate has climbed so high in this country that now 1 in every 3 marriages will end in divorce. Isn't that sad, I think I am going to join the Stephanie school of thought, people in love are stupid, but songs about love are okay.
I also recently realized that a couple of friends and I have grown very distant *very sad*, I loved hanging out with Kaitlin and Sarah but I hardly ever do anymore. It is definatly more apparent with Sarah, at first whenever we saw eachother in the hallways we would say hello and talk a little bit. Then it became a small smile just to say hello. Now I don't even get a look from her in the hallways. Kaitlin and I still talk quite a bit but it seems different somehow. Anyways that hurts a lot, those two used to be some of my best friends at school.
I don't know, recently (even before being dumpped) I have been thinking about how stupid relationships are, I only know two truely happy couples. Keaton and Kaela and my parents. Divorce rate has climbed so high in this country that now 1 in every 3 marriages will end in divorce. Isn't that sad, I think I am going to join the Stephanie school of thought, people in love are stupid, but songs about love are okay.