last entry incomprehensible... resend. < ccchrrrkkk > over.
This lj is like therapy... I just do a brain-dump and then I feel better.
Trailer Park Rezoned, now we're trying to buy for 10 million dollars... Even though we need fund-raising more than ever, I'm not getting as involved... feel guilty.
Relationship possibility simultaneously scary and exciting... strange buzz in the transmission. I need to overcome these nagging insecurities... but maybe they are internal feelings that should be discussed with the appropriate people.
How much to hold on to and how much to let go of is cropping up lately... Do I hold on to advice? Do I hold on to People? Do I hold on to Money? Am I attached to any particular goals? Do I make advances in those Goals? Am I attached to having goals? Am I attached to not having goals?
And *poof* I disappear in a puff of logic.
I suppose I'll answer: yes, yes, yes, no, no, yes, yes
weird.
I like the word weird because its so handy to dismiss a thing as weird and no further explanation is necessary... I really want more meaning than that in my ordinary conversations, yet I use the term weird a lot. Die is a German word pronounced "dee" and so I always think of spelling wierd like that.<<
I'll just try to keep spreading the light, and I trust you all will do the same. :)
Trailer Park Rezoned, now we're trying to buy for 10 million dollars... Even though we need fund-raising more than ever, I'm not getting as involved... feel guilty.
Relationship possibility simultaneously scary and exciting... strange buzz in the transmission. I need to overcome these nagging insecurities... but maybe they are internal feelings that should be discussed with the appropriate people.
How much to hold on to and how much to let go of is cropping up lately... Do I hold on to advice? Do I hold on to People? Do I hold on to Money? Am I attached to any particular goals? Do I make advances in those Goals? Am I attached to having goals? Am I attached to not having goals?
And *poof* I disappear in a puff of logic.
I suppose I'll answer: yes, yes, yes, no, no, yes, yes
weird.
I like the word weird because its so handy to dismiss a thing as weird and no further explanation is necessary... I really want more meaning than that in my ordinary conversations, yet I use the term weird a lot. Die is a German word pronounced "dee" and so I always think of spelling wierd like that.<<
I'll just try to keep spreading the light, and I trust you all will do the same. :)