Love is a Battlefield
I've been holding this in for a month or better, trying to find the words to say it, and when I found myself wanting to gut some stupid blogger tonight, I realized it was time. I have a lot of anger in me, and generally writing brings this to the surface
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there is NOTHING WRONG with taking loans to pay for school even if you are not going to use the degree. I think we should make college affordable to everyone. And how were you supposed to know when you started college where you ended up after?
It's more that I can't pay the loans back right now because the small payments I make don't even cover the interest that depresses me. I had a creditor totally bash me over the phone because the payments I'm making aren't covering anything and she went on about what a terrible person I am to keep that debt piling up and that people like me would be better off dying and LEAVING SOCIETY TO THE RESPONSIBLE PEOPLE. yES SHE SAID THAT. aND i KNOW WE'RE SUPPOSED TO IGNORE CREDITORS, BUT THAT HURT.
Ooops. Capslock.
Anyway, I tried consolidating my loans and that made everything worse because I still couldn't make the minimum payments and the deferment paperwork got lost, so now I'm screwed as far as paying them back goes until I can dig out of this hole and get another job. I'd be satisfied to live for one moment without having to be afraid that the world is going to come crashing in on my head, but it seems that this is how things are going to be.
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